Friday, August 28, 2015

The End of August

This has been such a long month and so stressful. The results came back from the radioactive scrambled egg test and the solid food portion was abnormal. My doctor says he thinks I have gastroparesis, which means the stomach doesn't function normally. Basically it's paralysis of the muscles of the stomach. I heard this from his nurse over the phone with the results so there wasn't much information. I'm still waiting for the test in September to see if there is an obstruction causing this.

Meanwhile, my symptoms with the pain, cramping and not eating much are getting worse, but I can't take time off work to go see him again or I will lose my job. I really thought I was going to be terminated last week, but I got another stern warning. I don't think it's a question of "IF" I'm going to be a fired, but more of a question of "WHEN."

I'm starting to miss the days when I was just worried about my migraines. They are still going strong, especially now with my allergies. I haven't used my cpap machine in weeks cause of all the congestion. And my ADA claim was denied, but there wasn't enough evidence for an accommodation.

Wednesday, August 12, 2015

August Update

I'm still trying to hang in there, but I've been so depressed that I didn't want to post another "poor me" whine fest. I had the gastric emptying study where I had to eat radioactive eggs to see how the food progressed through my system. I'm still waiting for the results. And my next endoscopy isn't until the middle of September. All my symptoms are still the same with the pain and cramping in my abdomen and I'm continuing to lose weight.

Meanwhile, I'm on a final 30 day written warning at work and I'm pretty sure I will be terminated next week. I did exhaust my fmla time, so now I have to work even when I have a major migraine pain flair up. I've been trying to improve my performance at work, but I can't make enough of a difference because of all my health issues. Yesterday, I had an awful migraine, so I was making all sorts of mistakes. Talk about crash and burning!